Your higher self is working to dismantle structure.
You’ve always known this other plane of existence was here .. these other planes were here. And your childlike curiosity has explored them.. you sample everything and get into trouble for messing up the order of everything.
But your future is to upset the balance.. to bring chaos.. chaos in Ancient Greek myths was the very first primordial force.. from chaos everything existed and everything came to exist.
Let the internal structures fall apart and crumble. Let chaos reign - that is where your power is - the power of unlimited creative potential.